Dae Mo Nim said to me, "It is a miracle" as I came for 67th, 40-Day Workshop, in fall of 2002, because I was pregnant. In 1997, when I was attending Sun Moon University, I came to a 40-day workshop during my summer vacation. I thank God for the amazing love and grace that was given to me from True Parents, Heung Jin Nim and Dae Mo Nim. At that time, Chung Pyung did not have a nice building like that we have now.

Ever since I was young, I was always weak. I collapsed during my middle and high school days, but after that I did not have any special problem. But during the 40-day workshop, while I was praying by the Tree of Love, I collapsed again. Dae Mo Nim saw me and said I was so weak and the reason is spiritual. After this incident, at every holy song session, my whole body was getting stiff, and I had difficulty to breath. I did not even have energy to ansoo myself.

Mrs. Han ansooed me when this happened. But this continued so many times that members came and helped me. Some times, I had to go to the hospital and stayed there for a while to recover. I also did many different tests in effort to find the cause of my problems. But they could not find the cause. I came back to the training center, and Dae Mo Nim said my sickness cannot be cured by medical treatment but only at Chung Pyung Training Center.

So I tried to stay and finish the 40 days, but finally left because I was such a burden to others. I came back in the winter to do the 40-day workshop again, but after a week, I started again to collapse. But this time, I had the determination to stay even if death would befall upon me because Chung Pyung is the only place that could cure me. After a while, I did not collapse but started to vomit. A lot of yellow mucous and even blood came out even though I did not eat anything. This lasted for a month. I was carried by members to the holy song sessions. When I went to the doctors, they said that I had an infection in my stomach. I felt like I was a dead person. I could not even sit up during the holy song sessions. When I think of that time, I cannot stop from crying. At that time, I left everything to be decided by God. I thought that I came to this world by God, so one who will take my life will be God too. I believed in God, True Parents, Heung Jin Nim and Dae Mo Nim absolutely. I thought that I could not survive anywhere else.

When I was having troubles, I heard the voice of God saying, "My daughter, don’t be sad. I am always with you." I was walking on snow, and when I looked back, I saw my footsteps as well as someone else’s that was much bigger than mine as if God was walking besides me. I cried and cried so loud that people came and ask what happened.

I finished my forty-days and went to Taiwan for the new years. When I came back to Chung Pyung, Dae Mo Nim told me that if I don’t stay here, I could die. She told to delay in going to college. In 1999, the ancestor liberation ceremony began, and after liberating my father’s side ancestors, I was getting better. Dae Mo Nim told me that my mother’s side was more of a source of trouble. But at that time, we did not do mother’s side, but Dae Mo Nim specially allowed me to liberated my mother’s side ancestors. After that, I was improving so much faster. After the liberation of my ancestors, I was told by so many people that I was looking so much better.

Whenever I was feeling sick, I thought deeply that how sinful my ancestors must have been. Sometimes, I was so sick that I wanted to die, and I thank Dae Mo Nim and the leaders of the training center for giving me encouragement to carry on. Even those who I did not know helped me so much. I want to share my heart of gratitude to every one.

In August of 1999, I could go back to school. Whenever I see Dae Mo Nim, I feel like crying. I can never say enough to thank her. Truly Dae Mo Nim’s smile is filled with love, I feel so much peace being with her. I started my family life in 2002, and I got pregnant right away. So I came to 67th 40-day workshop.

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