The Words of the Doroski Family
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The Words of the Doroski Family |
Born January 3rd, 1948 my first 1st Rebirth was at 7 years old during my Catholic Church Confirmation Ceremony. When I heard the priest say that I was a soldier of God it touched the core of my being and called me to a quest to build God's Kingdom. Around the age of 10, my spiritual senses became heightened telepathically receiving visions of the Divine Principle Culture. At 17 while considering becoming a Catholic Priest (while president of the CYO) when a priest confiscated my raised funds, curtailing an agreed youth project, I resigned losing trust of organized religions. However in my first college week I was renewed having a "skin touch" experience with God, when at the end of the movie, "To Sir With Love" I sobbed for around an hour while watching myself from above at times; it seemed as if God was crying out of joy through me.
My 2nd Rebirth was after I died physically in head-on car collision and came back to life in an ambulance. In the hospital I deeply repented totally giving my life to God, becoming a spirit-flesh reborn Christian. Although I was in Pre-Med Studies to become a Psychiatrist, I dropped out when I learned that mental doctors cured no-one; only giving drugs or electric shock to "control" their patients. It was at this time I read the book, "The Presence of Spirits in Madness" and learnt mental disease was spiritual possession.
My 3rd "rebirth" occurred while in a room with 12 business students my senior year and only I hearing a loud voice (God) shout, "you must unite the world by building an ideal city". Upon hearing this, my world turned upside as I went through another spiritual transformation. It was if time stopped and reversed itself to "restart" in my consciousness. My questioning about what I was to do with my life vanished in an instant and it was as if I had always known about my calling.
I then followed "voices in my head" across America until after 40 days of searching in San Francisco I was approached by Alice Fleisher who informed me; "her group" was building an "ideal city" in Mendocino County. When I walked through the door of the center and saw the auras around the members I joined; hearing the lectures was secondary. For about 10 days after I was caught up in spirit. I walked the streets of San Francisco singing at the top of my voice, oblivious of others' opinions of me. As I placed each foot on the ground I could feel a layer of energy between my feet and the sidewalk as if I was not touching the ground. My body, most of the time, was a mass of tingling energy. When I touched things, I became one with them, their energy or vibration, and when I pulled my hand away energy would leap back to the object. The light in everything was many times brighter than normal and displayed an intense beauty beyond the normal physical world which was quite overwhelming. I thereafter felt a power and strength surge within me to fulfill this messianic type of a calling, and a determined commitment developed to fulfill this messianic calling alone if necessary.
About two weeks after moving in the center, I visited an evening prayer gathering at the center where previously married members were living. As we sang and prayed, the house's atmosphere changed into one identical to that of my Aunt Martha's -- a house that was over 200 years old. I heard my Aunt Martha's husband, who had passed over into the spirit world say telepathically that he was the one who led me across America to meet the San Francisco Unified Family.
My official job for the first few months in the California Bay Area movement, was the mission to sell and deliver the organic produce grown on the farm at our Ideal City Project in Mendocino County. Although I was totally unfamiliar with the layout of roads and addresses, I quickly learned I had unique help in finding the stores I was to deliver to. After getting lost reading maps, I put aside my maps in frustration and learned to just listened to the voices and feelings that came into my mind. It was like Star Wars stuff -- listening to the force and letting go. I would get telepathic messages to turn here and there and then the location I was searching for would be in front of me. This has became a regular pattern for the rest of my life--listening to the messages coming from my ancestors and spirit guides, asking questions to them in my mind and then being generally amazed by the results.
Two years later after struggling with voices telling me I had to be a missionary directly under True Father, I slipped a note to Col Pak and True Father called me into his presence and with a beaming smile spoke in English, "you want to be a missionary", nodding yes! I thus joined True Father as a direct disciple, was the first member of the San Francisco family to graduate from Papa-san's mentoring and from that moment the spirit ancestor voices stopped plaguing me. A week later I found myself in Houston, walking on a street and having a spirit speaking through a drunk (whom I had never seen before) calling my name and cursing me for coming. The same evening, while sleeping at an ex-priest apartment I awoke paralyzed staring at evil dark shapes swirling above my head… so began intense battles with invisible forces.
One method I used to gain new members was a weekly discussion group connected to the Austin campus where attendees would share their views, reading knowledge and personal experiences. We covered subjects such as telepathy, auras, astral projection, possession and spiritual growth; Of course through these meetings I taught the core of Divine Principle. I listened to the attending guests and carefully selected those who I thought were prepared to hear the Divine Principle, then inviting them to lectures. The third time, over 120 students attended the opening public speech and 10 different resulting groups met weekly. By the end of the first year 22 new members joined. At a state leaders meeting True Father recognized Texas as the most successful state and as I received True Father's attention, Susan Fefferman informed me that she saw many huge Polish ancestors of mine surrounding me and warned me to be careful of their powerful influences.
After two years of pioneering in Texas I was transferred to our training center in Belvedere and the first day was drawn to a lady asking, "Do you have spiritual powers"? She answered yes, automatic hand writing, but little did I know she was to become my wife. Frankly although I greatly respected her deep wisdom, I never would have chosen her, for she did not meet my athletic expectations; I kind of laughed at her morning exercises.
To my shock nearly a year later in her presence I felt infinite peace as if we had been married harmoniously for years; from then spirit guides started pointing out why she would be good for me, even though she was so different. At that time I did not know she had heard a voice tell her I would be her "future husband" two years earlier in Maryland, although she forgot this until after our blessing. Thus we both really know Rev. Moon's match and marriage in 1975 was already planned by heaven years earlier. Of course this assurance helped with our then separating for a 3 year foreign mission. When we arrived back from Korea, my aunt held a dinner party for us and revealed although she had not heard we were getting married, had had a dream-vision where she was cooking this massive wedding cake for the "Marriage Supper of the Lamb" on the exact date of our blessing.
I arrived in Kuwait expecting every Arab had a dagger in his belt, but soon developed the opposite view. Eventually I put on Arab gowns, headgear and walked amongst them speaking Arabic; spending every evening in socializing to make contacts. I fell in love with the romantic and caring heart culture. I became inspired to write a book on Divine Principle from the Islamic mindset and supported 90% from the Quran. My growing in number "spiritual children" heavily edited the manuscripts to a "correct" Islamic expression.
Soon about 100 Kuwaiti women students were reading the self-printed chapters and the Parliament was discussing what they were going to do about me. Later I understood, I was effectively starting a woman's rights movement. At 2 AM one morning muscular secret police arrived at my apartment and carted me off barefoot, no glasses, warning each other that I was an expert in martial arts and dangerous. Twenty one days after being tortured, in solitary confinement, cleaning my teeth with steel wool, and beginning a 40 day fast, I was allowed to leave the country.
When I realized my life up to that point had become organized around the "providential" restoration time period numerology, I then understood I could not just go to the Philippines, but had to make a 40 day "spiritual-prayer" condition, as Jesus did for his disciples, before moving on; I thus travelled over land across many nations to reach the Philippines, which was my "original chosen nation" and arrived there on the 41st day.
Now thinking restoration through numerology, Nanette and I spent 40 days making lecture charts and then made back to back witnessing then workshop conditions for the next 5 years bring in the first 225 members and opening 12 centers; the spirit world became extremely involved as a consequence of these focused conditions. Both demonic and angelic beings manifested themselves in members; exorcism became a necessity at times, as I learned to control such; so often we could only find a haunted house available to rent in each new city we pioneered.
President Eu did come into the body of a sister and mentor us; her face changed to high cheek bones as Koreans have and her voice became masculine. One key question I asked him, "How does one distinguish high from low spirits"? He answered, "High spirits respect humans freedom and portion of responsibility and will not directly answer questions, but low spirits will create phenomena to make humans dependent on them." Nanette and I were the National Leaders of the Philippines and I became the Regional Leader of Southeast Asia. One cause of the explosive growth was our requiring all members to become expert lectures, even our guests had to practice teaching chapter one before they could move on to hear chapter two. One of the last activities was hosting the First International 40 Day Workshop. See: www.PhilippineProvidence.com
Based on our success I was appointed the Continental Leader of Australia and Regional Leader of Oceania. It was intense, in five years I did not take even one day off with my family. We developed businesses, PWPA, VOC activity, and IRFF programs for the Island Countries; holding conferences (our first PWPA conference had 35 papers presented), a 40 day workshop, published books and purchasing many properties, including the construction of a very large tropical plant nursery.
After 12 years abroad we returned to America, joined the Top Gun mission under Col. Pak and became the New York American Family Coalition state coordinator. One highpoint was attending a ten day Alaskan workshop where I experience "telepathic mind oneness" with True Father; as he spoke in Korean, I mentally heard in English his message, which Rev. Kwak confirmed as he progressively translated. Upon understanding True Father's directive on women were to become the leaders, in 1992 I became more a secretary, choosing to support my wife taking the upfront active role in the Top Gun mission. Today we have 6 children and 3 grandchildren, living in my hometown.