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Myung Moon and Hak Ja Han, July 2011
Why do people actually think Father/True Parents don't know what's happening? Father even said he knew how off Kwak was when he first went to the US. However, True Parents still married Kwak's daughter to their own son. To keep saying True Parents are not aware of their organization is discrediting them and who they are...
Yesterday, it dawned on me of the paradox those following Hyun Jin Nim and Rev. Kwak's leadership are connected to. Their claim to legitimacy is that Hyun Jin Nim had false reports or misleading reports made to True Father about him and thus are in a righteous position. I had an ah ha experience remembering how about 14 years back when in Alaska a very diverse group of leaders were attending a 10 day special workshop with True Father (2 hours sleeping only) and at one point True Father instructed for all leadership attending to take turns reporting or telling their personal testimony and record of mission-leadership experience in the movement.
Well before we started, Rev. Kwak took us aside and instructed us to "not report of our successes or accomplishments" but merely for each of us to tell of our failure and ask forgiveness. I was so shocked as leader after leader did such... it was so depressing that all western leaders were utter failures. I surely hope as you say, that True Father could see through this. Myself I could not unite with Rev. Kwak's directive and attempted to uplift True Father with a positive report of my history in leadership and pioneering responsibility. I can't help now thinking that maybe many American leaders over many years were abused by Asian leaders in their relationship with True Father.
This experience has been on my mind for many years and why Rev. Kwak did this. It has been accused repeatedly that Hyun Jin Nim 's GPF and other results have been blocked from True Father; but as I am sharing it may actually be the opposite concerning Rev. Kwak's side vs. other Korean leaders.
This has caused me to wonder if any of Nanette and my mission work ever reached True Father's ears through the world mission dept. or if it was blocked. I can report to you guys that after we left the Philippines the next leader claimed all our pioneering success as his in a later International Workshop; until Nancy Hanna stood up and called him a liar in public. I later heard how the Korean [Pyung Hwa] Kim leading the Philippines claimed all results as his and acted as if none of the foreign missionaries ever went to the country and of how all the photograph albums of the beginning pioneer years were destroyed.
Our commission from True Father as True Leaders and True Parents is the raise up those beneath us to become greater than ourselves to do greater work... just what is this mental-emotional sickness of false reports or claiming the results of others as one's own. I even experienced this in my first leadership position in Texas when even an America leader did this to me.
Beware of the possible shaky ground those empowering Rev. Kwak are on.
JSD