The Words of the Doroski Family

Our Mental Hospital

John Doroski
February 5, 2001

I always taught (internal guidance) my spiritual children and members that the UM/UC was a mental/emotional hospital. That they should not expect to find members or leaders reflective of the lectures they had heard. That the lectures were the ideal, a vision we were all striving to achieve. Of how all humans are mentally sick, a genetic deterioration from Adam and Eve. I reported how True Father explained that the movement, centers were a rock tumbler and we were all dirty coal, or rough edged gemstones that needed to bump against each other to become polished or have our roughness smoothed out. Boonville existed upon the foundation of Papasan Choi teaching us to pick the member we hated the most in the center and arise at 4 AM to polish their shoes.

When the 2nd half of DP is taught the most critical information is the "lessons-to-be-learned" We study history to learn from others mistakes and specifically the History of Restoration is taught to reveal the keys to humankind's and each currently living human's path needed to restore themselves. I am Jacob or Esau rejected and needing to win the heart of my brother or UC leader. I must be crucified as Jesus and learn to love my murder. Better to experience and restore such within the movement than in the Islamic/Arabian countries or later with my wife. Such a privilege to have to gain 3 spiritual children before being blessed so I could practice raising/making mistakes on them rather than my physical children.

True Father has explained to remove Satan from my juggler vein, I must be put into a emotional, intellectual situation so intolerable that I want to die and yet I remain in that confrontation (often leader/member situation) with a loving response and at that point Satanic forces/spirits will jump out of my body because they just can't endure what I am enduring and loving back through. That this is the key to separation from Satanic spirits and if I don't love back in these situations but feel hurt, hatred, anger, etc. this will form a base for increased satanic spirit influence.

True Father instructed that all new members were entitled to a 40 workshop to become wise of the restorational course they would be facing in the movement they were joining. I repent to those who did not learn about what it takes to "wash their robes that they might have the right to the tree of life" and feel they were merely joining a "heavenly family". I implore current active, inactive or past members to avoid resentments of any kind because it is poison for the soul. Let none of us look back emotionally and let us teach new members or discuss equally with spiritual fellow travelers the path of "reverse indemnity" to remove fallen nature. Thank you for those "bad" leaders that pressure/ground us into heavenly diamonds. Thank you for the privilege of being tortured and the liberating presence of heart to radiate love beams to my torturer. Forgive me that I have not been able to eat more resentment from the hearts of my brethren or pressured leaders ... for I know the poor leaders have evil forces crouching every minute to invade them ... not me -- the-member for if evil takes down one leader he takes the whole. As my True Father has instructed arm, empower, educate me to have the abilities to perceive my leaders weakness and fill in unknown and if necessary be the Abel of Heart to raise my Abel of Position.

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