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Resentment, Abels Healing Path - Missionary Consciousness
John Doroski
May 11, 2000
After many years experience as a missionary in 22 different countries and working in America following True Parents, I came to the conclusion years back that our main mission is to absorb the resentment of younger, new members or citizens of the nation that we have a mission in. My Abel experiences or as a spiritual parent could tell endless stories of the need to have a bottomless heart to heal, which includes the hurts of the spirit-persons/ancestors connected to the members under a leader. I concluded after being the focal point of historic resentment for 12 years abroad I needed to return to America and strengthen my own spiritual life. The NM, Missionary, or Leader who thinks their mission is merely to teach lectures, organize personal, conduct blessings or be served by the members is naive and a fool. The Abel's path is to be a punching bag, to be an absorber of generational resentment. If they do not have the spiritual depth to absorb resentment and give back love, they have no business being a leader. Unfortunately, wisdom is most often learnt from mistakes and this means in regard to leadership, there may be victims of "Abel's" learning curves.
We are all brothers and sisters in a spiritual war. My heart goes out to the common people and their being abuse by all the different levels and types of fallen leaders; but I understand, pray for and don't envoy the leader position because they are the intense focus of the most powerful weapons of Satan's forces. If one Abel is wiped out or "messed up" by dark forces than 10,000s of people are controlled and taken further away from God as a result. The morality, spiritual purity, self-discipline, clarity of consciousness and emotional stability of the leader is so critical to the restoration path. This is clearly seen by the cultural moral destruction President Clinton has allowed the spirit world to manifest through him and by other corrupted religious leaders. True Father has said the Abel's Path is like walking on a knife's edge.
Bottom-line, a leader's path and a member's path is the same -- spiritual growth. Daily repentance for what we have done or NOT accomplished is vital to keep our heart open to Heavenly Father's love flow -- resentment whether a leader's or a member's is POISON for the soul. It is more important than LIFE ITSELF to heal one's own resentment or "let-it-go" before passing into the Spirit World, Sadly, victims and their descendants are claimed into hell by held resentment. This is witnessed by the healing of open body sores healed in Chung Pyung. The grandchildren of Japanese soldier/warriors who burnt alive people have body skin oozing pus and appearing as if they were burnt. No medicine western or eastern has been able to heal this head-to-foot affliction, but a month of repentance for the wrong done to victims of these soldiers could liberate the spirits out of the bodies of the soldiers descendants and "heal" their skin.
Unification Abel's, beware, you and your descendants might be afflicted by the resentment held against you. Go to Chung Pyung to be liberate of attached spirits, as an Abel serve, serve and serve more those beneath you and study True Parent's words to chastise self-centered consciousness. This also applies to following members because we are the leaders or Abel's to the world around us or to the vast Spirit World and there is an expectation from us. If we do not fulfill we will be accused and a focal of other's resentment even though we "did nothing wrong" or more because we "did nothing", as stressed by True Father.
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