The Words of the Hookway Family
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The Words of the Hookway Family |
My experience was such a grace. Well, at home I often had migraine attacks which are very strong cramps in the brain. I recently was diagnosed with it. I thought it was because of all the stress I had at work. I am a nurse and my work is really stressful sometimes.
Anyways, I came here to Chung Pyung and the first week was horror for me. I woke up with a headache, had it all day long and even in the night it was still there. I never had it that often. Well on my 7th day, during a 2-day workshop. I had a very powerful experience. Dae Mo Nim gave a speech and told us how the next Holy Song Session medical angels are going to look in our bodies and look for sickness that needs to be healed. This day, I set a goal. My goal was to feel God’s heart. I wanted to invest everything in this Holy Song Session.
So during the session I sang really loud and I tried to focus on my head, because it was still painful. I told the sister sitting behind me to give all her strength during the removing of evil spirits for the back. So she did and it was really strong. Suddenly during the Holy Song Session I felt so much pain but it had nothing to do with me. I suddenly started crying and I couldn’t stop. My headache went away but the pain in my heart stayed. The session ended and I felt so free. No more pain in my head, but I was so sad and I didn’t know why? I went to the Prayer hall and couldn’t stop crying. So I prayed to God, why am I so sad? And I realized that it wasn’t me being so sad, then I cried even more.
Thank you Dae Mo Nim, for all you are doing for us. This time here in Chung Pyung really brought me closer to God. It wasn’t always easy but looking back I can see a lot of God in everyday trying to show us that he is with us.
Natascha Hookway, 23 years old, 2nd gen, Germany